time where art thou?

life is definitely not a bed of roses.. if it is it wont be so beautiful anymore.. sounds like an oxymoron?Duh..
its like usually i would plan my hols wat to do this n that but the thing is i would always put an invisible mark on the calender indicating that i definitely want to go out on that day but i dun really decide on the company n i end up meeting 3 or 2 frends on the same day n the whole schedule becomes a mess.. thats i really sth i need to improve on !! haiz anyway so many things to do so little time! i want to learn german or least improve on it besides saying "Ich Liebe dich " i wanna conversely fully n confidentlly like Gracia n i wan to study the stars the meaning of them n the mapping the night at jim's place where i was wif joo , cailing , eva n amy we saw the orion belt haiz how nice if i could read them like how john nash could in my fave scene of the beautiful mind.. I wan to go borders n read up on leonardo da vinci's paintings for eg , the last supper theres an intriguing story behind it .. i went to research on the priory of sion !! interesting things i find but half the time i could not understand wat they were talking about
I also want o meet up wif JUNTING!! n my dearest gal frends i miss u gals so much .........................