holier than thou

watched boston public last night .. its either boston or some wacky taiwanese variety show .. i think i choose boston hands down . variety shows are interesting but can be perfectly lame n slapstick at times. its humour falls flat n is totally wasted on me. unless of course i m toatlly stressed n in dire need to unwind.

anyway the shows like boston, oc , smallville always seems to haf a msg.. its like touches on issues tt sets u thinking .. hmm this episode is bout this boy who claims to be a messenger of god n jesus .. apparently he s really holy n helped touched the lives of many students in the sch in the study room.. however , this particular teacher who lost faith in god frowned upon this n wanted the boy to stop watever he was doing though apparently he was really helping lots of pple cope with hteir lives n even the priest thinks his heart is in the right place. anyway the thing is this big bully picked on him n beat him to a pulp ! APPARENTLY fights in this is sch arent uncommon n students usually haf to fend for themshelves n retaliate in order to protect themshelves. howver this boy didnt even lift a finger. there was no anger in him only pity in his eyes when he stared at the bully with a bleeding forehead n broken jaw n nose ... the teacher was stupped n asked him why didnt he fight back ... the boy did not ans him instead he held the teacher s hand n said.. u lost ur faith.. but dun worry i m here now .. ( ok this might sound real psychotic when i narrate it like this but i assure u its nothing close to psychotic)

the thing is yea i believe in trying to be holy n all tt but to the point of being defenseless n not caring bout ur safety ?? hmm.. well maybe if its scheming n vicious rumours tt i can still endure n forgive but obviously i cant forget it. i mean things will change n may not be close friends anymore but i wont retaliate.. but this kind of physical bashing?? hmm i hope i ll never haf a chance to find out wat my rxn would be!