time where art thou?

life is definitely not a bed of roses.. if it is it wont be so beautiful anymore.. sounds like an oxymoron?Duh..
its like usually i would plan my hols wat to do this n that but the thing is i would always put an invisible mark on the calender indicating that i definitely want to go out on that day but i dun really decide on the company n i end up meeting 3 or 2 frends on the same day n the whole schedule becomes a mess.. thats i really sth i need to improve on !! haiz anyway so many things to do so little time! i want to learn german or least improve on it besides saying "Ich Liebe dich " i wanna conversely fully n confidentlly like Gracia n i wan to study the stars the meaning of them n the mapping the night at jim's place where i was wif joo , cailing , eva n amy we saw the orion belt haiz how nice if i could read them like how john nash could in my fave scene of the beautiful mind.. I wan to go borders n read up on leonardo da vinci's paintings for eg , the last supper theres an intriguing story behind it .. i went to research on the priory of sion !! interesting things i find but half the time i could not understand wat they were talking about
I also want o meet up wif JUNTING!! n my dearest gal frends i miss u gals so much .........................

wierd awakenings

every morning of this holidays had me waking up to more than ordinary things... my tamp home has just undergone renovation n i guess the new furnishings n arrangement has left me disoriented somehow. I ate breakfast read a mag n headed straight to slp again haiz all my morns are so wasted! i haf to break out of this viscous cycle somehow maybe i could jog or play games in the morn hmm .. i dun haf more of these mornings to waste soon i ll be in vietnam for yep... toking bout wierd awakenings ahaha yesterday morn i had awakened to abal n jimmy amused faces standing near the door way hahah i expected to see xiao lings slpy face instead but she was no longer beside me so sad! apparently, they were having a discussion whether to leave me there n go drive out to sch without me!!! ahhh!! how could they !! luckily i managed to dragggggggg myself to wash up n jj was having one hell of a time trying to open the coconut we bought at ntuc the night b4. haha he looked pretty ssavage wif the huge chopper n stubborn coconut husk . waaa but i guess the hard work paid off me n xiaoling enjoyed the fruits of his labour hehe the juice was soso sweet n refreshing n the breeze that suddenly came in to the kitchen really made us feel like we were in some tropical island............ahhhh so nice!! we finally made our way to tiong baru market place to eat breakfast yumum the food there is really nice n cheap except that the 0fish ball noodles was apparently too bland for jimmy s liking hehe cant believe how lazy that guy is !! he was too lazy to buy his own food at first reminded me of tHe time we all went to wach the incredibles aft our last paper the same jimmy syndrome was exhibited haha but in at the day he was the one who ordered our food n went to get the 2 bowls of fishball nioodles from the auntie as it was self service waaa not bad not bad such a nice gentleman hehe haiz guess i better stop blogging now b4 im late for my appt at concourse AGAIN! the onli reegret that day was that i was late for 30 mins to buy the stuff at ntuc!!! sososososos sorry nat
!!i felt so guilty!

MARATHON party

yawnnn ... * I m so darn exhausted yet at the same time my hunger for fun n appetite for shopping somewat satisfied. .. for the moment . just came back from shoppng aft the overnight bbq at jimmys place and the impromptu movie .. school for seduction .. one hilarious n interestin movie and ooooh the Teacher is really one HOT italian babe .. deals wif the troubles women haf in a marriage from diff perspectives n age grp. quite a nice movie except that as jj puts in the lingo sounds a mix between english n indian. my fave was the scene where the skinny gal went clubbing aft classes to try on her new moves on this guy she liked. She tried everything from the book but i guess the guy was more turn off than turned on. and the way the women from the seduction class partied at a club! oh my gosh i must say they really let loose. clubbing brings to mind the agenda for tonight.. they decided toget drunk at jimmys place then club at Zouk n aft that watch soccer at jimmys place oh man.. i think i really could not take it anymore so instead of joinin them for another night of crazy activities i decided to go shopping n then slp in my own bed. not that jimmy s bed is uncomfortable. the bed was big n heavenly the pillows.. ahhh i can t even begin to describe them!! Me n Xiaoling were so amazed n so happy to share the comfortable n heavenly bed. we were ooohhh and ahhhhing bout the pillows n the bed b4 we drifted into deep slp..guess that evening's tennis session really drained us out. Me n xiao ling haf butt cramps ! so painful i started playing wif lingchang since 6plus 7 till ard 9 .. not continously of course i think i ll just faint from exhaustion. but it was really very fun!! haha me n xiao ling rested on the sidelines while we watched n commented on the marvellous play of doubles by ang jj lingchang, able abal n ah meng . haha felt pretty much like two crazy n loud cheerleaders heheh. aft playing we bbqed nice nice sumptous food!!hehe then me xl n jj went dippin in the pool oooh it was so darn cold but hehe really fun it was close to midnight n the night breeze the excitment of getting caught by the guard hehe it was a great stress reliever apparently me n xiao ling were in a crazy mood haha we played chi ko pa whoever loses has to go one step further into the pool hehe but i dunno how to play! so i played scissors paper stone instead hehe.once we soaked ourshelves in the water me n xl started giggling n toking in high pitch voices hehe i started rambling bout the da vinci code to them .. how intellectual da vinci was .. Jj commented i sounded very *ying* haha all in all i really enjoyed myself would not trade happiness n frendship for anything else...